Being a Pendulum

Whether i came in her life even for a moment or not that i will never be able to know. But since she came into my life, my mind is moving like a pendulum.

Have tried all damping techniques to dampen the amplitude of the oscillation..
oscillation between pursuing her love and pursuing my other interests.

What is an obstacle for what? i am not able to decide still... path to her is extremely hazy and she like a silent flower adorned by a mysterious smile... never been able to decrypt her smile, her mails.

I don't know whether there is some other clone of her living on this earth
Nobody can match her. She is just matchless.