tricking her

DavidADoolan has been able to express the feeling of a lover excellently

His Composition

If it's okay by words to trick her heart
So that even word magic can be used
Then as Wizard Poet let my pen caste spells
Which move her heart to ache for my embrace
And she schemes to be by my side post haste.
Every word has a sound, so vibrate her!
Every word has meaning, muddle her mind!
So love already won, only has sway.
Let her image of me be alluring,
Her eyes see word-painted a knight in arms,
Not so much a lie as romantic licence.
Let there be power in my sonnets hidden
That floods her homely home with warmth and thrill
And without knowing why, yes is her will.

Being a Pendulum

Whether i came in her life even for a moment or not that i will never be able to know. But since she came into my life, my mind is moving like a pendulum.

Have tried all damping techniques to dampen the amplitude of the oscillation..
oscillation between pursuing her love and pursuing my other interests.

What is an obstacle for what? i am not able to decide still... path to her is extremely hazy and she like a silent flower adorned by a mysterious smile... never been able to decrypt her smile, her mails.

I don't know whether there is some other clone of her living on this earth
Nobody can match her. She is just matchless.